the risks that i take are all worth is even if it's for a loss

The classic!

AMANDA NICOLE
eighteen
taurus
24 april baby
catholic
guitarist
aikidoka
msn-addict
prone to getting high
CRAZIED
tomboy-er
sms/chat lover
JOKER OF THE YEAR
st. anthony's preschool
chij bukit timah
art club
st. theresa's convent
RED CROSS
acjc(three months)
CANOEING/DBOAT
catholic jc
canningcollege
Shopping fan
curtin university
ROWING
swimming
working to earn a living

looking through the glass

playing on my guitar;D
searching for tabs online
music
OUTDOORS:D
water sports, CANOEING
mountaineering
camping outdoors
orientation camps!
SHOPPING!
ROWING
movieing with friends
being totally ME
smsing/chat
blogging;D
scouting for eyecandies.
Chocolates
running/crunches
reading for leisure
suntanning<3
SUN SAND SEA.

aspirations

conquer mount kinabalu
master drums one day
learn guitar tabs ( currently)
to be a rich woman!
grow taller!
learn how to do makeup
travel around the world backpacker style
get back home to singapore!
do well in up in uni exams
ROWING CHAMPIONSHIPS!
hiphop street dancing
the special coffee blend
do something crazy and wild
get my honours!
work hard in both my jobs
throw the old, get the new
be the next AUSTRALIAN IDOL

fingers crossed

crumpler bag
rowing championships medals
more eyecandies!
to dye my hair brown/red
my food hunt
workout dumbells
GET AN AWESOME TATTOO
another piercing to go with
new balance dryfit apparel
nike running dryfit tee
splurging on sunglasses
COME BACK HOME!
lesser projects/schoolwork
another jar of jellybeans!
retain my 46kg
running machine
doritos nachos
cadbury icrecream tubs
up my fitness level
to get my HOT abs
to able to carry a scull by myself
get tanner under the sun!

tagboard

friends

♥Aileen ♥BaoZhu ♥Charmaine ♥Caroyln K ♥Chris ♥Dorcas ♥Edlyn Ng ♥Honey ♥Jannah ♥Li Zhen ♥Kelly Ann ♥Kelly Low ♥KY ♥Michelle Ng ♥Randy ♥Sharon ♥SiJia ♥Tammy ♥Yi Jing

credits

designer Dancing Sheep
resources + +

PARTAYING.

Saturday, November 18, 2006 4:28 PM

17th november friday.
haha red cross farewell party today. i stayed up the night before with sharon to make the posters. damm tired when i woke up in the morning. yawns. haha. reached school at 11.30 am for the party. melissa was late. we waited for her at the foyer. my son came down and accompanied me. haha i miss her loads.

the party was nice and really meaningful. played some games before lunch. but all i could think of was food haha. i didnt eat breakfast cans cos i spend teh whole morning doing the stuff. for the very last time i would be playing with my dear cadets. wahh i will sure miss them. stupid and crazy antics. opps.

lunch. my favourite part of the party. ate chips drank green tea. yummy and sweets ooo la la. sat in a circle and all cadets no graduating had to say something bout their seniors. haha. the favourite comment.
'amanda... is CRAZY.' others are 'eccentric' 'retarded' 'fun' 'irritatingly fun' haha. funny. thanks to all my cadets i love you guys too!

ms foo came by and said a few words to us and also spent some saying some last words to the seniors. haha. i thought i was about to cry. but i didnt. thank goodness. the ne xt we had the giving out of presents and gifts of appreciation to the seniors and vice-versa.

i handled out my hand made gifts cos i didnt have the time to buy right after the exams earlier on. wahh i pai sei cans. and they were so nice. gave us seniors a vangard sheet with everyone writing on it some words of thanks and i had two of my pics inside. the most sweetest thing was that kelly and dorcas both gave me a red rose each wahh. i was like whoaa taken back.

'wahh youre two paka together and went to the same shop to buy these ah?'

loads of phototaking and hugs. im sure gonna miss you guys loads.

heres an entry dedicated to all my cadets in red cross. haha. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCHA/
you have really made my leadership in red cross so worthwhile. i cant say how much ive enjoyed myself in red cross with you guys around. every training was super fun with you guys there to play and laugh it out with me. i cant voice out how much you guys made me out to who i am today. the fun outgoing personality that i have was all because of you guys. you made me open up myself to lead you all. the times we screamed together in the cca. wow i reminise so much.
all in all. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ALL. :D

after the party, i had to wait for edlyn cos she had her history paper which only finish at 4.15pm. so me and dorcas went to play basketball together. how i miss the sport. im going take up training again i hope. wanna try it again since the last when i paused for the preparation of o levels. haha.

later in the night, went out with rachael and edlyn to town. watched STEP UP. wahh. THE MAIN GUY LEAD is super HOT. sweats. during the show we kept clapping and screaming. it was full house in the cinemas so we only managed the front seats. who cares. as long as i got to watch my movie. im happy.

haha. nice show. must watch.

JELLYBEANS!

3:38 PM

thursday 16th nov.
i had my funnybone tickled so much on the way home after we went out that night. haha sharlyn was super cute on the train ride home. till now i still cant stop laughing my guts out. its way funny. haha. this is how it goes.

we took the train that was heading back to boon lay as in was getting late already. the five of us stood in the middle of the train carridge. me drey si jia yong ern and the cute girl. sharlyn. haha. man she's really funny. haha! cant stop laughing. although the incident that happened was something to be unlucky and 'suay' but then the whole laughter thing made matters less tense.

the train was moving towards dover station when suddenly it halted with a sharp stop. and as usual i was sent flying toward. thank god there was sharlyn there to break my fly. haha. okay i banged into her. hmm. not only me. other passengers were also jerked forward. i guess being short doesnt mean you have a good sense of stability even if my centre of gravity was low. dammit. the next was that we started to smell burnt tyre smoke or even crude oil. wow i cant tell you how scared we were to be stucked in the middle of two stations like 3 storeys of flat high above ground. i actually thought we were gonna die there and then haha. you know the likihood of a terrorist attack.

'manda, start praying' haha. that was what si jia told me to do. so funny cans. we were like the only ones freaking out there and then. cute. a few more jerks forward and backwards. we were toy passengers in a child's toy train in which he would move front and back many times. now here's the fun part.

earlier on, sharlyn bought jellybeans from candy empire and she placed her purchase on the floor near the pole of the train near her feet. when the train jerked the second time. she quickly bend down and grabbed hold of her bag on the floor and held it tghtly close to her body. she started to look left and right frantically for a way out.

'sharlyn you grab the bag for what? you also cant go anywhere now. we are like nowhere.' 'somemore its not undergrtound so we cant be rescued.'

'ha. then how?' sharlyn answered. she held unto her jellybeans ever more tightly. 'wahh sharlyn, even if its a emergency why you grab your jellybeans?' 'save yourself first ma.'

'ya. but then the jelly beans cost me $3.50 lehh' she pouted her mouth. haha/ we laughed so hard that other people were staring at us like we were retarded people/

'so sharlyn, if your boyfriend and the jellybeans went overboard into the water. who would you save?'

'jellybeans la. it cost me $3.50 lehh' i dont want to waste my money' 'anyway the guy can swim back safely ma or he can float on the water. but my jelly beans cant' MORE LAUGHS.

we all agreed that sharlyn's boyfriend had better be one who can REALLY SWIM. cause under any circumstances. sharlyn will still s ave her jellybeans thah him. haha.

END.

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i survived the o levels.

3:13 PM

freedom. smells really great. i cant say how happy and relieved i am to finish my last paper on thursday, 16th november. haha. now the word 'celebrate' just lingers in my mind. haha. i miss the fun. miss the sun, sea and sand. going out with friends all seem possible now. it feels so good to taste the sweet smell of freedom that ive missed for all too long. the next few days before i start the next term again will definately be well spent. haha. and im looking forward to christmas and presents soon:D

thursday 16th november.
i nearly died. i had a brain burn-out that afternoon befoer i had even started my chemistry paper one. it was hell. i couldnt think straight at all. it was like for the very first time. i couldnt do my chemistry at all. and not finishing my studying the night before only made matters worst. i rushed to study the very few last chapters during the break in the canteen. it was driving me nuts cause i couldnt absorb any thing in the noisy environment. how i wish for some peace only. it came all too fast. i was done with the paper one. and now paper two started. the look on everyone's face was pure tiredness. the second time ive been burnt out from three papers. i took a nap while the examiners prepared for paper two. many others were frantically comparing answers or rushing themselves to study the important chapters.
paper two started within a mere 15 minutes later. an hour and 45 minutes passed all too long.

'you have 15 more minutes girls'.

i cant say how happy was to have survived the ordeal. just another 15 more mins. hang in there! i checked through my paper spotting a few number of blanks but i just couldnt do them.

time's up.

relieved. my head plonked on the table with great relieve. my brain completely shut down on me. my eyes were tired. i tied my papers together with the string and laid back in the chair. counting the very few minutes before i stepped out of that examination hall.

the moment was all too sweet. everyone looked so fresh for the ery first time in weeks or months to come. there were screams, hugs and laughter. wow i miss those days. i grab my bag and followed out of the hall with my friends.

the night was to be spent celebrating. i mean it. haha. we all went to vivo to eat dinner and play. tried to find stuff to give our cadets for the farewell party the next day but couldnt find. forget it. the rest went to candy empire to buy sweets and what nots what else. haha. we played in the water too! super fun. i spend the whole nights laughing my guts out. wow i missed those times when i could laugh all i wanted.

but the night had to close early. so we all went home.
i stayed up with sharon till one to prepare stuff for the farewell party the next day. tired.