Monday, April 16, 2007 8:19 PM
16th april 2007Day three.
Woke up early at 6.45am, though I’ve already set my alarm to wake me up at seven. Dammit! I saw my watch that shows 6.55am and thought that Perth was an hour later, 7.55am. haha;D I actually jumped out of bed thinking that I was late. But when I went to check the time. I was early. HA. Went out for grocery shopping and to the bank with Aunty Irene today. I finally got my first ATM card! YES. Haha chill… c’mon I’m smart enough then that. Besides, the withdrawal limit ain’t something neat to rejoice about. Bought all my necessities. It was a full day out there. Came home tired and worn out. Did my homework and accounts on today’s spending. I can’t believe I’ve got to do this every single time I spend money. I’ll rather not spend then. Just too lazy. Back to my room at night after dinner, writing this entry down. Dinner was okay. I was taught to wash the dishes properly and all but I won’t be doing them once school starts. I’ve got to concentrate on my school work. I’m feeling the emptiness of being alone in this room and this house starting to kick in. Like in today’s trip to the bank, I couldn’t do my sister’s card (this made me miss her loads) and when I bought extras for my thermal wear for her use. Two months is a long time to wait for her company. I’m not sure I can manage those two months. I really don’t mind sharing the bed with another person or my drawers with someone else. I just need company. It gets really lonely here when there’s no one to talk on the same level as you do. ( eyes welling up with dried up tears, throat feeling tight). And yes, I don’t coop up in the room, I do go out for drinks of water and meals and to watch my cousins play PS2. other than that, the room is my sanctuary of peace, somewhere I can hide everything I fear in. (looks at the statue of the crucifix of the LORD) I know you’re there for me always.
