the risks that i take are all worth is even if it's for a loss

The classic!

AMANDA NICOLE
eighteen
taurus
24 april baby
catholic
guitarist
aikidoka
msn-addict
prone to getting high
CRAZIED
tomboy-er
sms/chat lover
JOKER OF THE YEAR
st. anthony's preschool
chij bukit timah
art club
st. theresa's convent
RED CROSS
acjc(three months)
CANOEING/DBOAT
catholic jc
canningcollege
Shopping fan
curtin university
ROWING
swimming
working to earn a living

looking through the glass

playing on my guitar;D
searching for tabs online
music
OUTDOORS:D
water sports, CANOEING
mountaineering
camping outdoors
orientation camps!
SHOPPING!
ROWING
movieing with friends
being totally ME
smsing/chat
blogging;D
scouting for eyecandies.
Chocolates
running/crunches
reading for leisure
suntanning<3
SUN SAND SEA.

aspirations

conquer mount kinabalu
master drums one day
learn guitar tabs ( currently)
to be a rich woman!
grow taller!
learn how to do makeup
travel around the world backpacker style
get back home to singapore!
do well in up in uni exams
ROWING CHAMPIONSHIPS!
hiphop street dancing
the special coffee blend
do something crazy and wild
get my honours!
work hard in both my jobs
throw the old, get the new
be the next AUSTRALIAN IDOL

fingers crossed

crumpler bag
rowing championships medals
more eyecandies!
to dye my hair brown/red
my food hunt
workout dumbells
GET AN AWESOME TATTOO
another piercing to go with
new balance dryfit apparel
nike running dryfit tee
splurging on sunglasses
COME BACK HOME!
lesser projects/schoolwork
another jar of jellybeans!
retain my 46kg
running machine
doritos nachos
cadbury icrecream tubs
up my fitness level
to get my HOT abs
to able to carry a scull by myself
get tanner under the sun!

tagboard

friends

♥Aileen ♥BaoZhu ♥Charmaine ♥Caroyln K ♥Chris ♥Dorcas ♥Edlyn Ng ♥Honey ♥Jannah ♥Li Zhen ♥Kelly Ann ♥Kelly Low ♥KY ♥Michelle Ng ♥Randy ♥Sharon ♥SiJia ♥Tammy ♥Yi Jing

credits

designer Dancing Sheep
resources + +

Wednesday, April 18, 2007 9:15 PM

18th april 2007

Woke up in the middle of the night to a pitch-black room. Didn’t feel too good in the head and there was a huge pain at the side of my neck. I think I overstrained it the day before, my bad. After I rubbed on some cream, I slept again only to awake at 8.30am. pretty late though cause everyone was up already. Grandma gave me some painkillers for my headache. Crying too much is a bad idea. after breakfast, I washed my clothes and hanged them out to dry. whoah, the chill of the morning air can really freeze you to death. Brrr… mornings are always a time to slack and just laze around. Like what my fellow stoner would say, just stone. I wish I could hone my skill as a perfect stoner one day. Anyway, after lunch was done- noodles, we went out to the bank again. this is like my 6th trip to the bank. Oh, I bought a global call card. So that means I can call back home and you guys don’t have to pay a cent at all. Haha;D I cant say how much I miss the voices of those I love most. I’m going crazy thinking bout you guys everyday. I still cant believe I lost my smile and laughter in just 5 days here in Perth. I desperately need someone to step into my life now and teach me how to do that again. school starts in just 4 more days. By then, I hope to have new friends and school stuff to busy myself with so I wont be so caught up with thinking bout home. Having too much free time on my hands only adds on to my loneliness within. When I look back, it’s kinda stupid that im here all alone without any family member beside there to support me but hey, I managed 5 days already without any contact except through phone calls. I shall be strong and hold it in a little further till school starts.

Learnt some new stuff from the young ones.

Like for once, Jason keeps saying this phrase ‘you better!’ and he gives this little nod after saying it. So if its used in a sentence or a reply, like when im told to finish or complete some task, he goes ‘you better!’ I cant say much though but it gets irritating after sometime. But for now, haha;D im ignoring all his words. Giving him no attention at all when he talks seems like a fun thing to do. Im just following what the others are doing. He just talks too much, maybe even more than me. I don’t talk that much do I? Haha kidding.

Second thing. Jason has this thing bout sexy people. His usual phrase goes like this: ‘sex is not good enough. Sexy is better. Sex is only 1 syllabus, however sexy is 2 syllabus.’ Funny guy;D

Jason ain’t clean at all. He says he’s saving his lips for me, and he gives me this heart signature everytime. (skittles don’t get jealous yeah) HA. Charmaine, when you do come over in july, he might fall in love with you just like he did to Sharon the last she came with us in march. Hey Sharon, no worries, Jason hasn’t forgotten you. He still thinks you’re sexy at times. So save your lips for him yeah? Cheers;D