the risks that i take are all worth is even if it's for a loss

The classic!

AMANDA NICOLE
eighteen
taurus
24 april baby
catholic
guitarist
aikidoka
msn-addict
prone to getting high
CRAZIED
tomboy-er
sms/chat lover
JOKER OF THE YEAR
st. anthony's preschool
chij bukit timah
art club
st. theresa's convent
RED CROSS
acjc(three months)
CANOEING/DBOAT
catholic jc
canningcollege
Shopping fan
curtin university
ROWING
swimming
working to earn a living

looking through the glass

playing on my guitar;D
searching for tabs online
music
OUTDOORS:D
water sports, CANOEING
mountaineering
camping outdoors
orientation camps!
SHOPPING!
ROWING
movieing with friends
being totally ME
smsing/chat
blogging;D
scouting for eyecandies.
Chocolates
running/crunches
reading for leisure
suntanning<3
SUN SAND SEA.

aspirations

conquer mount kinabalu
master drums one day
learn guitar tabs ( currently)
to be a rich woman!
grow taller!
learn how to do makeup
travel around the world backpacker style
get back home to singapore!
do well in up in uni exams
ROWING CHAMPIONSHIPS!
hiphop street dancing
the special coffee blend
do something crazy and wild
get my honours!
work hard in both my jobs
throw the old, get the new
be the next AUSTRALIAN IDOL

fingers crossed

crumpler bag
rowing championships medals
more eyecandies!
to dye my hair brown/red
my food hunt
workout dumbells
GET AN AWESOME TATTOO
another piercing to go with
new balance dryfit apparel
nike running dryfit tee
splurging on sunglasses
COME BACK HOME!
lesser projects/schoolwork
another jar of jellybeans!
retain my 46kg
running machine
doritos nachos
cadbury icrecream tubs
up my fitness level
to get my HOT abs
to able to carry a scull by myself
get tanner under the sun!

tagboard

friends

♥Aileen ♥BaoZhu ♥Charmaine ♥Caroyln K ♥Chris ♥Dorcas ♥Edlyn Ng ♥Honey ♥Jannah ♥Li Zhen ♥Kelly Ann ♥Kelly Low ♥KY ♥Michelle Ng ♥Randy ♥Sharon ♥SiJia ♥Tammy ♥Yi Jing

credits

designer Dancing Sheep
resources + +

Wednesday, April 25, 2007 8:24 PM

24th april 2007
Day eleven.

The rains accompanied me today. Crying in the rains is a good idea because no one else sees the marks of your tears on your face since they are all washed away in the rains. The second day at college life and I still haven’t gotten the hang of it. I dread school now so much so the English classes. Though its comforting to know that the guy sitting beside me for English class also has problems grasping the lecturer’s fast-paced speech and completion of assignments. Though he’s an Australian and about 20’s in his age, he also struggled. I so cannot understand that lecturer’s speech. He speaks like there’s no tomorrow and all his words shoot out like bullets. And the assignments he hands out are stupid, all due by the next day and im not kidding their all essays to write on. Crazy. satire speech is a humorous way of mocking people. Sarcasm criticizes and demoralises something to a low point. Wow. I tell you. English thought in Singapore is so different from here. Here its all independent study on a text, you infer, write down the techniques the author uses to put forth his point. Note! All passages are biased. English is something I will never get for now. Oh well, I’ll just struggle in it. dad said to give myself some more time to learn the English culture here about 2 months, well I hope things turn out better.
economics was okay. We did on the term scarcity, opportunity cost and the need to make choices and decisions and economic efficiency for now. So far, I got the hang of it. I nearly slept in class, the cold winds from the rain blew in and all conditions were favourable for sleeping in, like the weather, the table and chair.
accounts was fun. Accounting is much more important than the 10 commandments because it has 11 rules while the latter has 10. haha;D in accounting, you only trust your mum and the one above, always be wary of what is said by your lecturers, newspapers and media. We finally did a balance sheet for all accounts and I learnt what are assets, liabilities and equity. Bank loans and overdraft, stocks on hand, trade creditors and debtors, net profit… I like the maths involved.

It rained so hard after classes and all I had was a raincoat to shield myself from the pouring rains. I forgot to shield myself from the cold. My task was accomplished in getting myself to the school’s opposite bus stop without getting too wet although my shoes were all soaked from the large puddles of water at the students’ car park. Here comes the climax. I stood under the shelter of the bus stop shielding myself from the rains as I kept away my rain cover. Not a wise decision. ZOOM. a car just sped past very closely to the pavement and yeah you get where all the water from the puddles went. I was one of the wetter victims then because I stood at the edge of the shelter. There were about 6 people all huddled under one shelter that can only fit three people in it. my pants soaked in everything and at that point of time. I got hit a second time even after I moved in from the edge (remember its very crowded under one small shelter) and that time, me and another lady got splashed in the face. This time though we didn’t really soak all the water because there was a guy in front of us blocking us and ha yeah you got it right, he took in all the soaking. I can’t describe to you how cold I was. Shivering in the cold winds and the pouring rains, I was nearly cold to bones. Teeth chattering as my hands froze cold hard stiff. My feet and thighs were all wet and numb from the cold. I couldn’t move my limbs at all. I cant explain how happy I was and overjoyed when the bus arrived. That’s part one of what I was afraid of. Part two was walking home in the rain. I just figured walking really fast when you’re feeling really cold to the bones helps to speed up your metabolic and thus you wont feel cold anymore even though you’re legs may hurt and start to strain up from walking too fast but hey, it gets you home faster and also you wont freeze out in the cold that way.

I don’t wish to know what day it is today. For me, it’s just another day in the school calendar. Nothing special about it and there’s nothing to celebrate since I don’t have anyone to do it with me and celebrating alone only makes me yearn for company of friends and family. So I’ll rather not think about it. thanks though for all your birthday wishes. My seventeen birthday this year doesn’t even feel like a birthday to start off with, other than the rains to accompany my tears on this day. there wasn’t anyone else. I’ll rather not turn seventeen at all even if it means not growing up. I’ll rather stay at sixteen where all my past birthdays were celebrated at home. Why does my sixteen birthday feel so great and my seventeen sucks like crap?

thanks randy!

Hapi Bdae 2 U
U R Born In E Wild
Wif Pandas N Bamboos
Hapi Xiao Xiong Mao
Dun Cry PanDa!!!!!
LoL
B Strong!!!!
YeaZ!!!!
E Xiao Xiong Mao I Nue
Wudnt Evn Shed A Tear Evn If U Point A Gun At Her
Let Alone Onions
HAHAZ!!!
I Cn Fight Once More
Shw Ya Socialble Self
If U Feel Like Cryin
YEA!!
Tel U Wat
Go 2 A Quiet Spot
SCREAM ya Fustrations
Shout As Loud As U Cn
Xiao Xiong Mao Tels Herself
I WILL NVR CRY AGAIN!!!!
UNLESS RANDY MAKES MI CRY
Hahax
I Wil Get A Punchin Bag
N If I Goin 2 Cry
I Punch It Til I Feel HAPPPPIIIII
(shud Hv Given U A Smal 1 B4 U Left)
HAHAZ
It Wud B A Victorty Once Againz

A Brand New Age
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Happi College
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RE : Big Fat Pork Bellied Dragon
Dear Xiao Xiong Mao,
( My Earlier Contents )
Yours Happily,
The Pussydent Of The Republic Of Singapore

We, the animals of Singapore,
pledge ourselves as one united pandas,
regardless of species, language or habitat,
to build a chaotic society
based on injustice and corruption
so as to achieve depression, downfall and
unstability for our nation

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