Sunday, May 13, 2007   6:30 PM
13 may 2007
Day twenty nine
haha;D got it. todays the real day. anyway to all the mums out there. get pampered by your children today. for all the hard work done screaming at them to bathe or do their homework (reminds me of my mum) but i miss her LOUD voice so much so that i wont even complain even if she kept rambling on the whole time. all the mums out there who tried to keep the family unit bonded close with their love, it wasnt an easy job juggling work, career, husbands (who drive you mad sometimes- because we women can do a much more better job than them) and even the children (those little scumbs) haha;D you guys, (wait mothers i meant - really rock so much)
for all your dedication to the family, your work and your own lives, wow! you guys can really manage.
so today. mays the thirteen is definately youre day. let your kids pamper you be it a nice dinner, a mothers day card or even a small little wish with a hug and a kiss to go along with that. because you deserve it all for you have done for us. though we can be mischievious and sometimes drive you insane and nuts, but we love you all the same. how i wish i could do all of that now for my mum. (if only mothers day was before i left singapore- then i'll spend the whole day with her, pampering her with hugs and kisses)
mum, though i might on say it out loud or show it on my face, i do love you a lot. i thank the lord for the very day i was born into your arms. you walked with me in my first few steps and even till now as i walk on this journey alone. you cried when i fell silent and victim to my own weaknesses and prayed endlessly for me to have the courage to step on when i felt like giving up on myself. you gave me encouragement when i lost myself and helped me pick myself up from every fall (be it the first time i rode a bicycle or even when mentally i lost all hope)
i prayed for you today at church mum. i wanted you to know. because i do think of you everytime i went to church. though i didnt cry like you did when you recieved communion or when we prayed the our father. but i miss your hugs after the peace be with you. i had no one to hug, no one to kiss, just people to shake hands with and a big smile. i prayed that you have the comfort from him to overcome all your obstacles that you have in holding unto the family and that he will grant you peace and serenity in all that you weep in. because mum, i dont want to see you cry at all. you shouldnt. well not for me or anyone else.
i miss you mum. i miss you a lot. i miss your footsteps and shuffling of your feet when you walk past my room, i miss your loud calls to the family that dinner is ready and your constant reminding me and sharon to wake up on a lazy sunday mornings for church. i miss youre cooking! its the little things that you do (its considered big for me) that makes the memories so worthwhile in my mind.

this (i self proclaim) is the WORLD'S GREATEST MUM. (hoot hoots!)