Saturday, May 19, 2007   8:47 PM
19th may 2007Day thirty five.
things havent been going well. i woke up with a very bad sorethroat on a weekend. a weekend that i hadnt been looking out for. i planned for a whole weekend of studying and i cant let a mere sickness like that pull me down. i didnt have any mood today. it was really hurting bad. i knew that i was getting sick the day before, but i dismissed that thought. and yes, it was foolish of me to do that. having to fend for your own even while your sick wasnt something i was looking out for. i hadnt expected it.
things got even worst come afternoon. i didnt had the appetite for lunch and i dozed off while studying econs for the test next week. my head couldnt take it. i was bound to have a headache soon from studying lying down. but i was just too weak to sit upright to study. took a short nap ( though i hardly slept) woke up at one for lunch.
studied again after lunch. i promised to take a break. but i couldnt because of how time flew with each passing second. (i hate being unproductive in my work) i never took that long to study. (other than putting sickness aside) slept again at five and woke up an hour later for dinner.
im glad it doesnt hurt that much now. how i miss mum's constant worrying over me when i got sick, blaming me on overstressing myself at school. i miss my sister's jeering at me when i got sick and couldnt eat chocolates or sweets. and mum's temptations when she'll purposely tempt me with sweet stuff. here, no one reminds me to take my medicine. i count the hours till the next i take them. no one tells me to drink loads of water other than the fact grandma and uncle told me to wear on more clothes because catching a cold in winter is so easy.
crap. i shouldnt be blogging. i have to get back to work. this is driving me nuts;D