Sunday, September 16, 2007 7:12 PM
16th september 2007Day a hundred and fifty six.
a sunday again. there's a irony behind sundays. i never liked sundays because mondays came after them, the beginning of a new week at school. i never liked school here. i guess no one would even like the amount of homework and weekly tests i have to go through. not even a nerd. but yes, here you are looking at a soon-to-be nerd/mugger who's going into self studying and mugging in just weeks time. on the other hand, i like sundays. it's the only otehr day i get to go out and have some fresh air with the excuse of going to church service with my sister. the only otehr day, i take pictures and play out in the sun ( if there is) and the only other day i dont have to face my books in the morning when i wake up.
i have six days in between a sunday. six days of homework and the same routine of going to school and back home and rushing my homework at nights till late and then waking up 7 hours later for school again. saturdays are fun for me also. however, i hardly get the luxury to get out and play. the upcoming weekly tests denies me of such a break.
four more weeks till i sit for my end of years semester two exams. foure more weeks to stress out before i take those papers. and another two more weeks of crash course and a study break before i take my TEE in november. everything looks so scary. everythings going fast. way fast that if i dont pull up my shorts and hurry along, im afraid i wont be able to catch up.
people usually work nine to fives jobs. i work eight to eleven and somehow i dont get paid. HAHA. i dont even get paid leave on the weekends. as long as there is a college test ( and be sure ther's bound to be two everyweek), i have to study for it. i dont want to face my results at the end of the year and start feeling all so disappointed in myslef. i hate the feeling of disappointment.
we went out to kfc again after lunch. i have to work on those crunches of mine if i dont want to return a fat and ugly bride ( well, not bride in this case. just girl) i cant believe tom cruise said his katie was fat! AGGH. stupid men. and i still think she looks pretty even if she's fat. you made her pregnant and yorue complaining that she looks fat on her wedding day. what happened to love sees nothing except for the heart?
i made a big boo boo ( that's what david used to say when he gets his formulas wrong) while buying lunch. instead of getting the three piece, he gave me a two of which he charged me lesser and which he typed in chips instead of the meal set. three wrong servings one after another. even i went blur and went back with the wrong order. she looked at me and frowned.
i got scolded for no reason for ordering the wrong set. she made me do the maths in my head. you know i cant do maths without my calculator. i just cant. after a while of frowning while i thought hard. she got tired of me and took out her phone to get the right sums.
'how much did you pay?' '
'er...8.75'
'and how much is the three piece one?'
'8.95 i think?'
'so he gave you a two piece and you made more for it?'
'well there was a whole mix up'
( i went on to explaining the big boo boo)
she wanted none of it and only wanted the right order.
'get him to change it to a three piece and pay him an extra 20 cents'
i must have been crazy enough to get back and change my order but i did. she was scary when she scolded. i felt bad for the young chap who had to change my order after getting it all wrong the first and second times. he got confused a real bit and if it is the first day of work for him. im verry sorry. i didnt mean to cause you so much trouble. he was scratching his head, looking really lost just as i was. i got the right order after his boss came out to ask what's the matter.
i returned back with everything just right as it should be but i swear i didnt feel alright. i felt all so bad for causing him so much trouble and whilst i had to deal with that, i also had to deal with my sister's frown upon her face. she wasnt too happy that i caused a blunder. tell you what, im not buying anything ever again. all i do is make blunders.
she tucked into the food. i just sat that looking at my phone, fiddling with the keys pretending that i was into an sms text. she asked me why i wasnt eating. i have no appetite after what went wrong. she ignored all that and asked me to tuck in. before she said this
sorry i got so moody.
i didnt mean to scold you just then
huh why? you didnt exactly scold me what
well the fact is i did
huh? you got moody over what?
over scolding you
aiyoh...no need la. i got over it already. its okay;D
she didnt believe me that i was alright. she still felt bad for scolding me. well, it's been so long since she last scolded me so i think she felt bad for doing it. she didnt smile when i told her to. everythings been bugging her. her foul mood from her assignments due soon led her anger unto me. but i didnt mind at all. she just didnt believe that i was alright. i tucked into the food to show her that i was eating alright.
we stayed by the playground for 15mintues before heading home. i wanted to soak up a bit of the sun before we went home. its not everyday you get the sun shinning. the next few days would be showers.
while waiting for the bus home. i got bored again.
she didnt want to get a snapshot by me. gosh;D i take nice pictures.
talk to my hand. still against me taking her pictures.
she didnt want to get a snapshot by me. gosh;D i take nice pictures.
talk to my hand. still against me taking her pictures.
