Monday, November 12, 2007   4:11 PM
12 november 2007Day two hundred and twelve.
five more days till im back. i started out with almost two hundred over days when i arrived on the 14th of april. i cant imagine it took me almost seven months here to arrive at days and not months before my return. 14th of april -17th of november. it took me so long just to arrive home.
mum, im coming soon soon!after all these months ive been here, im finally coming home!and next year, it wont be so bad since i have you guys with me. i wont have to suffer along with my sister in this household anymore. five more days and im out. another two weeks or even less than that, my sister's coming home to us as well. everything will go back to the same way as it was before. they wont have to do extra washing for our load. dinner meals will just have the five of them. everyone would get back their sitting arrangement. that stupid internet sign can finally be discarded and the rooms all neat and tidy before any of us came to intrude into your lives.
come next year, we'll have our own home, if not a rented place, i wont have to stay with them or even see them except for the occasional chinese new year gatherings. i wont have to tolerate their nonsence no more. i dont have to put up with the crazy weird things that they made me do while i was here. i dont have to turn all skeptical over what i do next for fear of getting a 'talk' by the adults or even a scolding from he kids. it'll just be the three of us next year before charmaine arrives in feb. although small, i prefer it that way.