Wednesday, February 27, 2008 10:09 PM
university has already started since monday and i still have had to pull up my socks. lectures have already started with tutorials on thursdays plus fridays, and im still treating the breaks of tuesdays and wednesdays as free holidays.
i am seriously not ready for this whole university thing. the going for lectures in huge masses in one cramped theatre, the walking from lecture halls to tutorial rooms across the campus, surfing out the nicest foods to eat on campus. the lecture's tone used in lectures, even the priest at the church i go to doesnt give boring semons. ( although i have slept in a couple or two BUT i was really tired!) and making NEW friends all over again.
today was free university day for me. woke up at 9am to have mum make me waffles for breakfast only to find out it was part of a favour i need to return. wash her cash. charmaine got busy with the stuffing of polyester into the handmade bolster cases mum made back home and sewing them up. i had a choice of either. i took the car. i know nuts about sewing.
the afternoon was boring. other than eating meals which i look forward to a little bit of life, i stayed in the room, working on my marketing notes. when i got tired of homework, it was the book. no point going online when no one is.
im quitting my 'hungry jacks' casual work. i found another at muffin break, selling cookies, muffins and coffee. the pay's higher and its casual work also. besides, i get to work with coffee! soon enough, i'll be able to brew my own for university exams.
in the late afternoon i got a call from michelle, hungry jacks. she informed me that i had shift work on sat and sun of which i had no idea of. so i declined the jobs on that day because i have events on that day which makes it impossible to work those days. she got angry and said if i did i should have told her the week before. hello? i can CHOOSE to accept your work or not. im a frigging casual not at your beck and call, part time. to hell with the uniform and cap. IM QUITTING FOR GOOD.
it was bad enough i got a lecture over the phone and sharon had to rub it in. she scolded me for being stupid enough not to tell the lady i was a casual and that i had no idea i had those jobs in for this week. if i had the guts, i would have talked back at the lady. but i couldnt. cmon, SHE'S MY BOSS FOR HEAVENS SAKE. she nudged a finger hard into my arm. 'why are you soo stupid?' TELL HER LA'! yeah i wish i could. and i wished i hadnt done the same to her arm later on. i was angry already and you had to make it worse. so im quitting already, are you happy now?
sorry, im just pissed off today. if i had to blast the music i would if not for the intervals where mum would scold me when i couldnt hear her.
i just wish for a better tmr.
